And Again: My Life; Not Yours

Apr 30, '08 6:50 PM
for everyone

since ive been gone for a long time... im making the most of my free time by rambling here (what else is new?)...

since the real world disappoints me a lot i've been watching Anime 24/7 and enjoying the solitude in my very own boudoir since i have nowhere to go to lol... and meeting this wonderful person im not going to be scared dropping his name here Atsushi Otani there i've said it...

if theres one thing im good at is that when the real world disappoints me i conjure this world of mine as my refuge... i hate being sad most of the time hence i need to extract happiness somewhere else... as to how josef would put it "happiness lies within"...

having plethora of opinions about happiness in my previous post and having another opinion in this post doesnt make me consistent... but im just saying what i feel about happiness at the moment... and as to happiness??? i never believed that theres such thing as bliss or nirvana and the like...

happiness needs a lot of work... and how bad you really want it... you should know where to look for it... theres no such thing as a never-ending happiness i think that thats just plain stupidity... you make your own happiness, and its up to you on how long you want it... happiness isnt really that hard to find, and you are a fool if you think that your happiness lies on someone's hands...

as for me i just want to be happy whenever i can... i guess thats all that matters now... im trying to extract all the happiness in this world, it doesnt matter where its coming from... i just need to get it...

in the end when you're about to leave this cruel world,,, all you will remember are the happy moments while you were alive, atleast thats what i think since most people who are about to pass away always reminisce all the happy moments they had...

i guess thats why i wanted to be happy most of the time because i want to remember all the happiness i had and it would be cool if you had plenty because you'll probably spend another lifetime just thinking about the happy moments its like having 2 lives lol...

seriously we define our own happiness, and we make our own happiness, if you cant find it here why not go somewhere else???

theres only one thing that im wishing and praying for...
that i wont suffer from alzheimer... hihihi

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marvelousmark25 wrote on Apr 30

live your life to the fullest. you'll never know when it will end.

halfpyness wrote on Apr 30, edited on May 1

is is really spelled with "Y" or "i" ..?
:-p

feiliren wrote on Apr 30

Yey, you're back! :D

pthello wrote on Apr 30

nice blog.. cheesy ~

naalala ko ung kalog moments naten.. haha! :P

skewedmember wrote on May 1, edited on May 1

You know, I liked you. But screwing with other people's feelings is the one thing I hated the most, cause I know how it feels. COOL OFF? Bat di ka nalang nagsabi nang totoo from the very beginning. We, no ASH, could have understand it better. He's a very mature person, if you haven't figured out yet?

I guess for you IRL and OL are 2 different things,and the latter is just LULZ amd play. And when things get out of hand you just leave it and throw it like garbage.